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Sunday, 27 December 2009

Ancient Egyptian Cosmic Consciousness - thought - THOTH - for Frans

The Ancient Egyptians applied metaphysical realities in their daily life— in other words— total cosmic consciousness. As above, so below, and as below, so above.

Ancient Egyptian philosophy expresses that man is born mortal but contains within himself the seed of the divine. His purpose in this life is to nourish that seed, and his reward, if successful, is eternal life, where he will reunite with his divine origin.

On the Island of Kalabsha in the first courtyard, Frans was really drawn to an the image of the snake that wound around a pole each side of the gateway lintel,at the top of the pole is a circle, with wings, the circle represents the eternal life, the soul, I explained that The wings give flight to the soul and a higher consiousness, of ascension, messages from the divine, a human awareness from a higher angelic vantage point.The snake energy appears in many ways,When a person is on a heart monitor in hospital, the snake is the line that monitors the heart, once the snake no longer moves, the life force and energy has passed away.

The snake wound around the wand is symbolic of energy waves, two serpents represent energy and matter, the left and right sides of the brain, the opposing energies of yin and yang, male and female, or the two channels of the Kundalini energy – ida and pingala, they represent the double helix of our DNA,The spiral effect of the snakes around the wand indicates an expansion of knowledge as well as the undulating dance of cosmic forces. Today we recognize this symbol for pharmacy and medicine

It was interesting that Frans was drawn specifically to this image, as he himself has been raised to a higher consious level, as he told me he had a near death experience during an operation.When Frans gave me his card I discovered that he works for the Institute of consciousness and neurofeedback, understanding brain waves and energy. Frans is a man of high intellegence and science, and definately a servant in the evolution of mankind. His webiste is hppt://,

I felt that frans would definately enjoy reading the wisdom of the God Thoth,or specifically 'The Emerald Tablets of Thoth' this amazing ancient Egyptian God had the ability to leave his own body and travel to higher dimensions. The caduceus (snake & wand) is the Wand of Hermes, also called Staff of Hermes. It originated as a willow wand with entwined ribbons which later evolved into snakes. Hermes, the messenger, was the Greek deification of the Egyptian god Thoth, the bringer of writing and the sciences. In ancient Rome, he was known as Mercury.

Frans sent me this poem he has written since return to home,It was a pleasure to meet Frans a scientist and a member of the spiritual tour through Egypt, sending love & Light to you Frans from Lorraine & Caroline x

Unconditional love
in light and time
cosmic consciousness
Egyptian glory
mirroring the sky
stars and stars
you’re my star
my shining star
my love

Onvoorwaardelijke liefde
in het licht en de tijd
kosmisch bewustzijn
Egyptische glorie
spiegelen de hemel
sterren en sterren
you're my star
mijn shining star
mijn schat

The Temple of Dush in the Western Desert - Dedicated to Osiris Isis & Horus, its inner walls were covered in Gold.

Our Guide Ibrahim took us to the temple of Dush deep in the sahara desert, that was once the area of a Roman garrison. The Energy within the temple was wonderful, the desert winds lifted the sand eroding and cleansing us. We had a wonderful meditation within the temple and then Ibrahim expalined the history to us.

The temple is dedicated to Osris Isis and their son Horus. The Romans, embraced and accepted these three ancient Egyptian Gods, because Osiris like Jesus was reborn, Isis like mary, had to protect and hide her child horus from Set who would kill him, Osiris promised the Romans something that no Roman God offered them, life after death, rebirth, to the lands of Aleysia, if they passed his judjment, and proved they had led a worthwhile life.

The temple was build by Domitian between 81 and 96 AD. Trajon also added to it in 117 AD and Hadrian also added to the temple. It is believed that the inner room of the temple walls were partly believed to have been coverd in gold. The temple comprises several areas including two courts, a small hypothyle hall with only four coloms and a sanctuary. Full of inscriptions tot the Roman emperors Hadrian and Trajon. The gateway was also used by 19 century travellers, who added their own names to the gateway.

Numerous artifacts have been unearthed in and around the temple area including pottery, coins, ostraca and jewelry. Among the most interessing of these finds have been letters, receipts, garrison lists and bills.

In 1989 during a French excavation of the temple, archaeologists discovered a magnificent collection of artefacts, now known as the ‘Dush Treasure’ which is now in the Cairo Egyptian Museum.

They first uncovered a linen-wrapped gilded statuette of Isis, a small bronze figure of Horus dressed as a Roman legionary, and a bronze figure of Osiris. Nearby, a large loose-lidded pottery jar which had been concealed by masonry, was found to contain a hoard of magnificent gold religious jewellery and ex-votos objects. These precious items had obviously been gathered together for safety and hidden in the jar during the 4th to 5th centuries AD. The religious treasure was of the highest quality craftsmanship and included a golden crown depicting the Roman god Serapis as well as bracelets and pendants of gold and semi-precious stones.

This temple is about 300 km west of Luxor and about 90 km south of Kharga.The remains of the once-thriving town of Kysis are scattered over the hillside around the fortress,and temple together with its associated cemeteries on the northern and western sides. The Roman cemetery,has undecorated tombs,a Christian church was also here, the town was probably abandoned when its wells dried up, some time after the fourth century AD.

Hymne aan Isis op Philae Tempel

Op mijn Angelen & Goden en Godinnen reis brengen we een dag door op het eiland Philae, met een prachtige tempel die aan de Godin Isis is gewijd. De overlevering vertelt dat op het Philae eiland het hart van haar man Osiris werd gevonden door Isis toen zijn lichaamsdelen verspreid lagen over Egypte. Dit is toen gebeurd door het kwaad, waar de God Seth voor staat. Door zijn doen en laten en de jaloezie van zijn broer Seth werd Osiris in een val gelokt en door zijn broer Sethj vermoord. Er wordt gezegd dat Isis Osiris begraven heeft op het naburige eiland bekend als Bigeh, waar elke tiende dag (tien dagen is een week volgens de oude Egyptische kalender) een processie plaatsvond met het beeldje van de Godin Isis - de Grote Dame van Philae - . Zij reisde per boot naar Bigeh en waar het beeldje gebracht werd naar het graf van haar man.

In het geboorte huis (mamsi) van de tempel van Isis, werden rituelen gehouden om overwicht te houden voor elke nieuwe koning op de troon van Egypte. Zodat dit gemanifesteerd kon worden en de zijn goddelijke geboorte veilig kon plaatsvinden.

Ik denk dat hier op deze prachtige tempel van Philae, de Godin Isis's haar reis door de tijd heeft vertaald op haar tempel muren om ons zo in deze huidige tijd te kunnen ontmoeten. Zowel de muren van haar tempel als de muren van het geboortehuis zijn bedekt met prachtige hymnen vol lof aan haar, dit is een van haar liederen vertaald:

De koning van Boven-en Beneden-Egypte,
Usikare-meramum, aanbidt zijn moeder Isis, de Vrouwe van de Sky:
Moge zij komen in zijn huis en aan te sluiten aan zijn beeld,
Haar helderheid overstroomt hun gezichten,
Zoals (de lichtsterkte van) Ra toen hij zich toonde in de ochtend.

De vrouwelijke Horus, geliefd bij de Grote Horus,
Horus's Moeder, gecreëerd door Atum,
Grote Koninklijke Bruid, gevoegd naar ra,
Wie beschermt haar broer Osiris.

Wie beschikt over de Twee Landen,
Soeverein van de Goden en Godinnen;
Wie valt voor de krachtige,
Sterker dan de krachtige, sterker dan de sterkste;
Wie overweldigt miljoenen, het afsnijden van (hun) koppen,
Groots in de Massacre tegen haar vijand.

Vrouwe van de vlam, aanvallen van de rebellen,
Wie doodt Apophis in een oogwenk,
Ra's Uraeus, de spiraal op zijn hoofd,
Wie geeft orders aan de Koningen 'van Boven-en Benden-Egypte boot.

O Isis, de Grote, Moeder van God, Vrouwe van Philae,
Horus's moeder, de dochter van Ra's, zeer geliefd door zijn hart,
Vrouwe van zijn aspecten in de Heilige tent,
Aanbad in (zijn) heiligdommen;

Maak lange jaren voor de zoon van Ra's, Meester van de kronen, Tolomeo,
Vastberadeb als de Valk op Serkh,
Moge hij glorierijk verschijnen als de koning van Boven-en Beneden-Egypte op de troon van Horus's,
Eeuwig, als Ra ..

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healing aan het heilig meer van Karnak tempel

Een inscriptie van Thoetmoses 111 op Karnack tempel:
'Ik heb de transformatie van het Goddelijk beginsel van de twee regio's van licht op de geheime wegen van de hemel. De goddelijke licht spreekt door mij, ik werd badend in haar glans en volledig gevoed door de goddelijke wijsheid-Een inscriptie van Thoetmoses 111 op Karnack tempel.

Tijdens onze Godin & Angels spirituele tour met Caroline Dekker via de Karnack Tempel, had een van de gasten in de groep Caroline gevraagd om haar een mediatation & healing aan te bieden aan de zijkant van het heilige meer. Caroline heeft zich afgestemd en haar gidsen gevraagd haar te leiden en te begeleiden gedurende dit ritueel. Zowel Caroline als Jolanda zaten comfortabel aan het water. De zon scheen als een zuivere diamant van licht aan de zijde van Jolanda, en zoals ik observeerde waren ze allebei stil. Caroline verbonden met "licht" en haar gidsen. Wat ik een mooie keuze en symbolisch vond, was dat Jolanda Caroline gevraagd had voor een healing aan de zijkant van Karnack Tempels heilige meer. Hier zou het water haar zuiveren en reinigen zoals vroeger de priesters deden. Beide dames ontspannen in hun meditatie. Jolanda hield Carolines eigen persoonlijke en speciale sleutel van het leven in haar hand. Deze Ankh is een hulpmiddel voor waarnemingen en of een stemvork voor de energieën. Het symbool van de sleutel biedt regeneratie en een nieuw leven voor Jolanda. Toen ik van hen wegliep hen, zag ik plotseling een grote ganzen ei op de grond liggen en rende ernaar toe om het op te rapen. Eenmaal goed zicht op het ei, realiseerde ik me dat dit was gemaakt van steen, maar ik weet zeker dat de steen er voor een reden lag, en dus gaf ik Jolanda de steen en vertelde haar van het verhaal van het kosmische ei zodra ze klaar was met haar healing.

Elke ochtend bij zonsopgang in het oude Egypte lieten de priesters een gans los op dit meer, zij deden dit vanwege de scheppingsmythe. Men geloofde dat er vier sets van de Goden waren gekomen uit de kosmos uit de Melkweg gelegen in de hemel. Zij waren ze de heersers van oneindigheid, de heersers van de duisternis, van voorgeboortelijke wateren. De geheimzinnige Amun en zijn partner Amaunet gingen over de verborgen dingen. Samen vormden ze en veroorzaakten zij een verblindend licht en een uitbarsting op aarde. Een oeroude grafheuvel is samengesteld uit de wateren van Nun. Op deze oeroude grafheuvel van de aarde had een kosmische gans vervolgens een ei gelegd, waaruit De God Amon was uitgekomen, die vervolgens alles geschapen had in de wereld.

Ik ben dankbaar dat ik getuige mocht zijn van deze heling en dat Jolanda een bijzondere healing mocht ontvangen aan de zijkant van het Heilige Meer van Karnak, het was echt een magisch moment. Veel dank aan Caroline, die mij gevraagd had om deel te nemen in haar tour met deze prachtige groep uit Nederland.

Aanvaarding van de gave van de Oude Wijsheid van Thoth - Teneke

Tijdens onze Angels & Godin reis naar Egypte we visted de kleine tempel van Thoth een korte wandeling en dicht bij de grote tempel van Medinet Habu. Als waarnemer van Carolines groep I in staat was om te beseffen wat er aan de hand van enkele van de gasten tijdens hun meditaties, terwijl caroline dan omcirkelde ze met de klanken van haar Tibetaanse Bowl, tijdens deze mediatations zij ervaren een verbinding met het goddelijke energieën aan het werk binnen de tempels.

Terwijl binnen in de tempel van Thoth, merkte ik Tineke's reacties, ze langzaam werd opgesteld door de kamer, waar ze onder bemiddeling verbonden haar voorhoofd met de tempel muur rechtstreeks verbinding met het beeld van de God Thoth zelf, omarmen de energieën, besefte ik dat ze was aanvaarding van het geschenk van de god van wijsheid, helderheid en visie had doorgegeven aan haar.

Een paar dagen later waren we in Aswan, en Tineke heeft me gevraagd om een kaart te lezen voor haar doen, en in haar nabije toekomst moest ik glimlachen als ik de gave van clairvoyancy komen naar haar toe, die bevestigden wat ik had waargenomen in de tempel zagen van Thoth, de God van wijsheid, die droeg een headress van een volle maan, die duidelijkheid biedt in de duisternis.

Thoth werd bekend als de de 'Auteur van Elke Werk aan elke tak van kennis, zowel menselijke en goddelijke', hij die begreep 'dat alles is verborgen onder de hemelse gewelf ". Thoth was niet alleen een schrijver en vriend van de goden, maar hij speelde een rol centraal te bestellen - Ma'at - zowel in Egypte en in de Duat. Hij was de 'Voice of Ra', 'Hij die balances', de 'God van het evenwicht' en 'Meester van het Balance'. 'De Heer van de Goddelijke Body', 'Scribe van de Vennootschap van de Goden',

Thoth was ook een tussenpersoon tussen de goden, overwon hij de vloek van Ra, waardoor Nut om geboorte te geven aan haar vijf kinderen, hielp hij Isis naar de magische ritueel werk van haar man Osiris terug te brengen uit de dood, en die reed de magische gif van de set van haar zoon, Horus met de kracht van zijn magic.Thoth wordt beschouwd als de God die beschaafde mensen, leert hen burgerlijke en religieuze praktijken, schrijven, geneeskunde, muziek en magic.He schreef alle oude teksten en esotoric Ones , het Boek van ademhalingen geleerd hoe mensen aan goden worden.

Thoth is de gids voor alternatieve staten van bewustzijn en initiatiefnemer van de menselijke verlichting.

Ik bied een klein deel van de Emeral tabletten van Thoth voor Tineke, wordt gezegd dat de eeuwige menselijke zoektocht naar licht, leven en liefde begint pas op het materiaal vliegtuig. Vervoerd naar het uiteindelijke einddoel is volledige eenheid met universele bewustzijn.

Als het licht in u is

HET LICHT gegraveerd in de EMERALD TABLETTEN zal reageren:

Door de donkere eeuwen, wachten en kijken,
Mijn Geest blijft verborgen in de diepe grond.
Wanneer men is geslaagd alle beproevingen van de buitenste,
roepen gij mij door de sleutel die gij bezit.
Dan zal ik, de initiatiefnemer, antwoord,
komen uit de Hallen van de Goden in Amenti.
Dan zal ik de inleiding, geef hem de woorden van de macht.
Hoor gij, onthoud, deze woorden van waarschuwing:
brengen niet om mij een gebrek aan wijsheid,
onzuiver in hart of zwak in zijn doel.
Else Ik zal terugtrekken uit gij uw macht
te roepen mij van de plaats van mijn slapen.
Hoor gij, onthoud, deze woorden van waarschuwing:
brengen niet om mij een gebrek aan wijsheid,
onzuiver in hart of zwak in zijn doel.
Else Ik zal terugtrekken uit gij uw vermogen ligt om
roepen mij van de plaats van mijn slapen.
Ga nu gij heen en roep je broers
zodat ik kan geven de wijsheid aan het licht uw
pad wanneer mijn aanwezigheid is verdwenen.
Kom naar de kamer onder mijn tempel.
Eet geen voedsel tot drie dagen zijn voorbij.
Er zal Ik u geven de essentie van wijsheid
zodat met macht gij moogt schitteren onder de mensen.
Er zal Ik geef u de geheimen zodat
gij, naar, kan aanleiding tot de
Hemel, God-mannen in Waarheid
als in wezen gij worden.
Vertrek nu en laat me terwijl ik roepen
die gij weet, maar nog niet weet.

Om Teneke met liefde en licht uit Lotharingen x

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Accepting the Gift of the Ancient Wisdom of Thoth - Teneke

During our Angels & Goddess trip to Egypt we visted the small temple of Thoth a short walk and close to the larger temple of Medinet Habu. As an observer of Carolines group I was able to realize what was happenning to some of the guests during their meditations, whilst caroline then circled them with the sounds of her Tibetan Bowl, during these mediatations they experienced a connection with the divine energies at work within the temples.

Whilst inside the Temple of Thoth, I noticed Tineke's reactions, slowly she was drawn across the room, where under mediation she connected her forhead with the temple wall directly connecting with the image of the God Thoth himself, embracing the energies, I realized she was accepting the gift of wisdom from the god, clarity and vision had passed through to her.

A few days later we were in Aswan, and Tineke asked me to do a card reading for her, and in her near future I had to smile as I saw the gift of clairvoyancy coming to her, which confirmed what I had observed in the temple of Thoth, the God of Wisdom who wore a headress of a full moon which offers clarity in the darkness.

Thoth was known as the the 'Author of Every Work on Every Branch of Knowledge, Both Human and Divine', he who understood 'all that is hidden under the heavenly vault'. Thoth was not just a scribe and friend to the gods, but he played a part central to order - ma'at - both in Egypt and in the Duat. His was the 'Voice of Ra','He who Balances', the 'God of the Equilibrium' and 'Master of the Balance'. 'The Lord of the Divine Body', 'Scribe of the Company of the Gods',

Thoth was also an intermediary between the Gods, he overcame the curse of Ra, allowing Nut to give birth to her five children, he helped Isis to work the magical ritual to bring her husband Osiris back from the dead, and who drove the magical poison of Set from her son, Horus with the power of his magic.Thoth is believed to be the God who civilized men, teaching them civic and religious practices, writing, medicine, music and magic.He wrote all the ancient texts,and esotoric ones, the Book of Breathings taught humans how to become gods.

Thoth is the guide to alternate states of consciousness and initiator of human enlightenment.

I offer a small section of the Emeral Tablets of Thoth for Tineke, it is said that The everlasting human search for light, life and love only begins on the material plane. Carried to its ultimate final goal is complete oneness with universal consciousness.

If THE LIGHT is in you

THE LIGHT engraved in the EMERALD TABLETS will respond:

Through the dark ages, waiting and watching,
my Spirit shall remain in the deep hidden land.
When one has passed all the trials of the outer,
summon ye me by the Key that ye hold.
Then will I, the Initiator, answer,
come from the Halls of the Gods in Amenti.
Then will I receive the initiate, give him the words of power.
Hark ye, remember, these words of warning:
bring not to me one lacking in wisdom,
impure in heart or weak in his purpose.
Else I will withdraw from ye your power
to summon me from the place of my sleeping.
Hark ye, remember, these words of warning:
bring not to me one lacking in wisdom,
impure in heart or weak in his purpose.
Else I will withdraw from ye your power to
summon me from the place of my sleeping.
Now go ye forth and summon thy brothers
so that I may impart the wisdom to light thy
path when my presence is gone.
Come to the chamber beneath my temple.
Eat not food until three days are past.
There will I give thee the essence of wisdom
so that with power ye may shine amongst men.
There will I give unto thee the secrets so that
ye, to, may rise to the
Heavens, God-men in Truth
as in essence ye be.
Depart now and leave me while I summon
those ye know of but as yet know not.

To Teneke with love & light from Lorraine x

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Saturday, 26 December 2009

Een gebed tot de godin Sekhmet voor Anke - Healing & Meditatie met de Tibetaanse Bowl in de tempels van Egypte

Sekhmet, de godin van transformatie, van vrouwelijk zonnevuur, compassionele genezeres en felle beschermerster, biedt moed en kracht om in dit geval een deel van Anke te vernietigen maar wel haar persoonlijke ZIJN beschermt en behoudt.
Sehkmet helpt te jagen op onze gedachten en conditioneringen die ervoor zorgen dat we een innerlijke chaos leven binnen onszelf maar ook op verstoorde emoties die ervoor zorgen dat we ons ongelukkig voelen en maken. Deze krachtige Godin absorbeert door deze haar adem en haar vuur en geeft ze terug aan de natuur. Sekhmet helpt met het herstel van evenwicht in het leven van Anke en biedt haar zo genezing.
Sekhmet doet meer dan dat, zij zorgt er ook voor dat Anke haar eigen kracht en moed weer terugkrijgt om zo haar eigen leven opnieuw op te bouwen, te voelen, te helen en door deze Godin sterk in haar eigen kracht komt te staan waardoor zij in zichzelf haar vrijheid, macht en kracht hervindt.

Tijdens onze Spirituele Engelen & Godinnen reis naar Egypte, hebben we helende meditaties in de tempels gedaan. Tijdens de reis naar de kleine tempel van Thoth in de buurt van Medinet Habu was ik in staat om het groepswerk van Caroline te observeren en kon ik zien wat er gebeurde bij verschillende individuele personen binnen de groep wanneer Caroline de mediaties leidde en begeleidde. De Tibetaanse klankschaal werd door Caroline gebruikt maar ook haar Ankh. De prachtige klanken en trillingen wervelden om hen heen en verbond de energieën en trillingen in de tempels, dit alles om hen te helpen bij het losmaken van allerlei blokkades in hun lichaam. Het rustgevende geluid van de Tibetaanse klankschaal tijdens de meditatie vertraagt het hart, de ademhaling en helpt diverse pijn(en) te kunnen loslaten wat leidt naar een gevoel van beter en lekkerder in je vel zitten een algeheel gevoel van "Well Being".

Tijdens deze reis Anke had een emotionele ontlading/bevrijding van wat ik zal noemen haar 'emotionele bagage' tijdens deze meditatie had haar lichaam blijkbaar dit net nodig om deze oude ballast te verdrijven. Ik merkte dat tijdens deze meditatie, Anke werd opgesteld onder de godin Sekhmet, waarvan de genezende kracht en moed van deze zeer krachtige Godin haar lichaam blijkbaar nodig had. Anke's handen waren haar handen uitgestrekt onder de godin op de muur. De energie van Sekhmet doordrong haar met de genezende kracht en de moed die ze nodig had, Caroline heeft haar geholpen met de genezing en heeft Anke 'gereinigd' nadat zij haar 'emotionele bagage' uit haar lichaam kwijt was. Het vrijkomen van deze oude energie gaf haar lichaam rust en ook emotioneel kwam er rust. Het was een heel emotionele ervaring om Anke te zien. Tot mijn grote vreugde realiseerde ik mij een paar dagen later dat de veranderingen binnen Anke, die waren vrijgekomen na de ontlading in de tempel van Thoth, haar 'innerlijke kind' na jaren weer had teruggebracht. Dit "innerlijke kind" liet zich zien in vrolijk spelen, maar ook het omarmen van nieuwe ervaringen en vooral blij leven.

Ik wil Anke bedanken voor het feit dat ik haar reis en vooral ook ook haar innerlijke reis door Egypte heb mogen ervaren met haar. Wat ik zag was een wonderbaarlijke verandering in haar en ik wens haar veel succes voor de toekomst en ook Caroline dat ik deze fantastische reis met haar gasten mocht meemaken.

A Prayer to the Goddess Sekhmet for Anke - Healing & Meditation with Tibetan Bowl in the temples of Egypt

Sekhmet, goddess of transformation, and of solar feminine fire, compassionate healer, fierce protector, offer your courage and power to Anke to destroy in order to preserve well her personal being, we ask you to hunt down the thought forms that cause chaos within, stalk down the distorted emotions that create unhappiness and breathe fire onto them absorbing them back into nature, restoring balance to Anke's life, offer her your healing and the gift of your power and courage to rebuild her life anew, to feel whole, and strong to stand alone and find within herself freedom power and strength.

During our Angel & Goddess Spiritual trip to Egypt, we took healing meditations witihin the temples, and during the trip to the small temple of Thoth near medinet Habu I was able to observe Caroline's work with her group, I was able to see what was happeneing to individual people within the group as Caroline took her group into meditation, and then worked around them with her tibetan bowl that she played around them,connecting with the energies and vibrations within the temples,helping to release any stress within thier body,the soothing sound of the tibetan bowl during meditation slows down the heart, breathing,& disrupts pain, which offers a sense of well being.

During this trip Anke had an emotional release of what I will refer to as 'emotional baggage' the body obviously needed to expel, and I noticed that during this meditation, Anke was drawn to stand beneath the Goddess Sekhmet,whose healing power and courage her body obviously needed, her were hands prostrate beneath the goddess on the wall,imbuing her with the healing power and courage she needed, Caroline helped with the healing, and 'cleansed' Anke, throwing the 'emotional baggage' her body had held within away, releasing her and calming her body witin,it was a really emotional experience to see, and to my joy a few days later I realized the changes in Anke, released from stress, her 'Inner child' had joyfully come to play with us again and embrace new experiences and life.

I want to thank Anke for allowing me to experience her journey through Egypt with her, I believe I saw a wonderous change within her, and I wish her well for the future, and also Caroline for offering me this wonderful trip with her guests.

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Karnack Temple Sacred Lake - Healing & Meditation - The Cosmic Egg of creation

An inscription of Tuthmosis 111 at Karnack temple:
'I have seen the transformation of the Divine principle of the two regions of light on the secret roads of heaven. The divine light speaks through me; I was bathed in its radiance and fully nourished by divine wisdom -An inscription of Tuthmosis 111 at Karnack temple.

On our Goddess & Angels Spiritual tour with Caroline Dekker through through Karnack Temple, one of the guests in the group asked Caroline to offer her a mediatation & healing at the side of the sacred Lake,and as Caroline sat comfortably with Jolanda, the water shone like a pure diamond of light at the side of Jolanda, and as I observered them both quietly, I considered what a beautiful choice and symbolic also that Jolanda asked Caroline for a healing at the side of Karnack Temples sacred lake, where the waters would purify and cleanse the priests, as Jolanda & Caroline relaxed into their meditation, Jolanda held Carolines own special key of life, that is a diviner or tuning fork for the energies witihn the temple, the symbol of the key offers regeneration and a new life for Jolanda, walking away from them, I suddenly spotted a large goose egg on the ground and rushed to pick it up, but then I realized it was made of stone, but I am sure the stone was there for a reason, and so I gave Jolanda the stone and told her of the story of the cosmic egg once she had finished her mediation

Every morning at sunrise in ancient Egypt the priests would release a goose onto this lake; they did this because of the creation myth. It was believed that four sets of Gods had come from the cosmos, the milky way in the heavens, They were the rulers of infinity, the rulers of darkness, of primordial waters, and the secretive Amun and his partner Amaunet the ruled hidden things. Together they caused a blinding light and eruption on earth, and a primeval mound was created from the waters of Nun, On the primeval mound of earth a cosmic goose then laid an egg, from which The God Amun hatched who then created everything else in the world.

I am grateful to Jolanda for allowing me to observe and share her special mediation at the side of Karnack Sacred Lake, it was truly a magical moment.Also many Thanks to Caroline for asking me to participate in her tour with this wonderful group from Holland.

Friday, 4 December 2009

Hymn to Isis at Philae temple

On my Angels & Goddess trip we will spend the day on the Island of Philae to experience the Goddess Isis, Philae island is considered to be where Isis found the heart of her husband Osiris when his body parts had been scattered across Egypt by the evil doings of his jelous brother Seth. It is said that Isis buried osiris on the neighbouring island known as Bigeh where every tenth day (ten days is one week according to the ancient Egyptian calendar) a procession carrying the statue Isis - the Great Lady of Philae - travelled by boat over to Bigeh to make offerings by her husband´s tomb.

In the Birth House (mamsi) of the temple of Isis, rites were held at every new king´s ascendancy to the throne of Egypt, to manifest and secure his Divine birth.

I feel that here at Philae the Goddess Isis travel's across time to meet us as her temple walls and mamsi are covered in beautiful hymns to praise her, this is one of her hymns translated:

The King of Upper and Lower Egypt,
Usikare-meramum, adores his mother Isis, the Lady of the Sky:
May she come in his house to join his Image,
Her luminosity flood their faces,
As (the luminosity of ) Ra when he shows himself in the morning.

The female Horus, loved by the Great Horus,
Horus’s Mother, created by Atum,
Great Royal Bride, joined to ra,
Who protects her brother Osiris.

Who possesses the Two Lands,
Sovereign of Gods and of Goddesses;
Who attacks the powerful,
More powerful than the powerful, stronger than the strong ones;
Who overwhelms millions cutting off (their) heads,
Great in the Massacre against her Enemy.

Lady of the flame who assaults the rebels,
Who kills Apophis in an instant,
Ra’s Uraeus, the Spiral on his head,
Who gives orders in the Kings’ of Upper and Lower Egypt boat.

Oh Isis, the Great, Mother of God, Lady of Philae,
Horus’s Mother, Ra’s daughter, very loved by his heart,
Lady of his aspects in the Sacred tent,
Adored in (his) sanctuaries;

Make long the years for Ra’s son, Master of the Crowns, Tolomeo,
Steady as the Falcon on Serkh,
May he gloriously appear as King of Upper and Lower Egypt on Horus’s throne,
Eternally, as Ra..

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Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Friday, 27 November 2009

The Astrology of Sekhmet - Prepare yourself for change

From the 21st of November we began the monthly astrological month that belongs to the Fiery intense passionate and ultimate protector Lion Goddess Sekhmet.

Prepare for change wheter you wish it or not, as this fierce lioness will take control and sweep down upon us and force us to accept changes in our path in life,

Sekhmet will make you accept a new direction in life and make the changes necessary.You can not continue to languish in the past, and sit around indecisivly, the power and strength of sekhmet is with you now, and you will find the strength within you that you need to help heal and finally to settle internal conflicts.

One of my dearest friends is a Sekhmet girl, more information

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

Spiritual journeys to Egypt with Caroline Dekker

About Spiritual journeys to Egypt - My tours consist of healing, Meditation, Re-balancing of energies, Sacred Soul Journeys, and small Group Retreats
some people seek a deeper level of connection and understanding with ancient Egypt, and need to find themselves again, the stress and technology of modern life clutters our bodies, my journeys into egypt release the person from this clutter, open their minds and free them once more.

We visit the major tombs and temples, valley of the kings, hatshepsuts temple, karnack temple luxor temple, but we also find quiet places in the temples where we can meditate together.

Alot of people advertise spiritual journeys, but as you can see from some of the temple meditation and rituals in the photos, there is a presence and appearance of orbs in some of my photograps

My tours consist of healing Meditation, Re-balancing of energies, Sacred Soul Journeys, and small Group Retreats

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Tuesday, 24 November 2009

There is a silent voice within all of us connected to the LIGHT

In each of us dwells a spark of Light that connects us with our Creator. The Light is deep within us, buried deep in the etheric and physical bodies. The density of the physical world prevents us from pierce the veil and into our inner power to perceive.

The achievement of this massive power can only be achieved by going inside the mind and listen to the silence. There is a "silent voice" in all of us connected to the Light. It is your True Self that is waiting to be discovered by every soul in a body.
Many of us wonder, is this all there is in life? ". The quiet voice of our questions remain:
- Who am I?
- Why am I here?
- Where am I going?
- What is my purpose in life?

Every soul on earth will learn and experience. If you know the way back to the light and find your own divinity, exciting things are beginning to happen. "Coincidences" given a new meaning, you will notice all these Miracels in your life. Peace and harmony will be your daily practice and negativity, chaos and harmful things will disappear into the background.

If your soul chooses to walk the spiritual path the unit lesson should be learned.
Everything in the Universe reflects Divine Law and Order, that's what the ancient Egyptians thought.

• Law of Divine Unity
Everything is Consciousness and we are one with it. Everything is thought / idea. It is the Golden Liquid Light (field of thought-energy).

• Law of Vibration
Everything is in motion and vibration. Higher vibrations consume and transform lower vibrations. Once someone is moving to a higher vibration level is what has been experienced at a lower level will never be experienced again.

• Law of Action
The law of action means that someone should undertake activities that thoughts, dreams, emotions, words and support. The commitment must be made is then converted into a plan and then supported by passion.

• Understanding of Law
3 layers (physical, mental and spiritual) of our existence are the basis for operations, and procedures govern the harmony and the energy convergence of the Soul who wants to bring Heaven on Earth. All "things" that prevent the existence of these layers visible or invisible in harmony or conflict with the Al line. The law keeps the unit together. All changes in 1 layer affect the other layers.

• Law of Cause and Effect
Nothing happens by chance or outside the context of the Universal Laws. If we act, we always have the freedom to choose the correct or incorrect behavior to choose for ourselves or to others.

• Law of Compensation
The Law of Compensation is the Law of Cause and Effect on the blessings we receive in this life. This law applies to the material and spiritual life in revenues that we receive. Giving and Receiving, everyone is ensured by God. When you give generously from your heart, the universe returns the gift with a tenfold yield.

• Law of Attraction
We attract things into our lives, events and people. Inner thoughts and emotions determine the level at which one vibrates.

• Law of Standing Transmutation of Energy
Good thoughts will produce good deeds and bad thoughts will bring bad deeds. Energies with a high frequency attract high energies and overcome lower frequencies by their higher vibration.

• Law of Relativity
Each of us gets problems or initiation tests handed. If heart and head are connected than we realize the meaning and significance of those tests.

• Law of Polarity
Everything is two fold, there are 2 poles or opposites for everything on the physical, mental or spiritual plane.

• Law of Rhythmic Movement
Everything flows in and out, all things move in cyclical manner, like a pendulum that first right and then left moves. This rhythm is reflected in all things.

• Law of Sex
Everything has its Masculine and Feminine Principle. Gender manifests on each plane.

All these things are a part of the workshops I do in the Hague, and also the 'Spiritual journey to Egypt', that together with my groups we work on. If you would like to join me on a journey, please contact me on or visit my website

Friday, 20 November 2009

Christmas in the Western Desert of Egypt

I will spend Christmas in the most spiritual place for me, the Egyptian desert, on tour with a small group, and I just cant wait to be in this amazing place with such atmosphere, to get my guests in the mood I found this amazing video to the beat of the berber drums.

If you would like to no more about my tour of the desert which commences on 22th December 2012 please contact me, caroline dekker, by email on

Thursday, 19 November 2009

Goddess Bast - Offers a rebirth & New Begining

The Goddess Bast had two facets, she was fierce, but like a mother she was nurturing, she was an ancient Egyptian Goddess a beautiful woman but portrayed with the head of a cat. Bast is subconsiously the sensuous symbol of our longing, our holy desire. Her cat feline nature entices and beckons us to give expression to our desire nature and to go in search of our holy longing. She invites us to go deeper into our own body so that the kundalini flame might be awakened, for it is only when the fire of life is strong that change can happen. When Bast comes to us, she brings with her the invitation to move through the portals of death and rebirth, so that we might open to the next incarnation of our life here on Earth.

I will be in Egypt on tour with my group in December, Are you looking for renewal? The trip I will be taking helps us to feel the nurturing mother Goddesses, Angel guides, for healing and renewal, if you would like to join us please contact me caroline dekker by email on
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Wednesday, 18 November 2009

Getting rid of our emotional baggage
The greatestes happiness most people feel is the joy & emotionons of love we experience in our personal relationships, these same relationships can also cause us the most suffering, pain and dissapointment.

Every one of us has experienced some pain or hurt in our life as a result of a relationship or a friendship. People react differently, some just walk away, dissapear, and leave us wondering what we did wrong, we can experience betrayal and have to cope with awful feelings of regection

These words hurt: 'I don’t love you anymore' 'I have been having an affair' or ' I dont feel we are suited', and yet YOU thought everything was wonderful. Some people just can't face a confrontation with a partner and you can reuturn home to find things missing, and the other person has just suddenly dissapeared from your life.

Perhaps you were mentaly or physically abused, and our personal self confidence and self worth is on the floor.

All these things can be devastating, the pain and loss can be unbearable,our hopes and dreams can be shatered.

So what happens now?

We find our body is consumed with anger, resentment, or bitterness. We are broken-hearted, have lost all of our confidence, we feel life is hopeless, and we have almost no self-esteem. Maybe we can’t sleep, we overeat, and we obsess, or every time we think of that person we cry or feel sick in the stomach, become angry or depressed. Maybe as a result of that pain and hurt we have isolated ourselves and can no longer trust others or get close to people.

Friends can be helpful at first, each tries their own therapy of help and advice, but the anger and pain dosnt go away, we cant 'move on'or 'get over it', the misery is too much to actually no how to start again, or to even feel we will be happy again.

How do we let go of the past and all the pain and emotional injury? How do we forgive the person who has cheated on us, betrayed us or done some other wrong to us? How do we set ourselves free so we can love and trust another person? How do we reclaim our personal power? How do we find once again, self-confidence, love, joy and happiness? How do we regain our self-worth and self-esteem? How do we get over it?
In this book, I will answer all these questions and give you the keys to finding love and happiness once again.”
Excerpt from “How to Get Over it – breakups, betrayals and rejection” by Patrick Wanis PhD
We stopped to ask Human Behavior & Relationship Expert and Clinical Hypnotherapist, Patrick Wanis PhD for a few simple insights into how to get rid of emotional baggage…
1. Why is it so hard for us to get over our past romantic hurts?
PW: A truly romantic connection & relationship affects, impacts and absorbs us physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. The more we attach to the other person, the harder it is for us to get over them: i.e. if our identity, self-worth and future were tied to this person, then it becomes even more difficult to get over him or her.”
2. What’s the first step to getting over them? Why?
PW: The first step to getting over him or her is to separate your emotional issues from his/hers. In other words, accept responsibility for your actions but don’t accept responsibility or blame yourself for the way he/she chose to respond to you. You are not to blame if your partner cheated on you, became an alcoholic or a gambler. Each one of use makes the individual choice about how we will treat the other person and ourselves. Until such time as when we accept that they did what they did because of who they are and we did what we did because of who we are, then we will continue to chase them, trying to prove ourselves to them, to get their approval, forgiveness and acceptance.
3. What’s the most effective way to purge the bad memories and troubling issues?PW: As a Human Behavior Expert and Clinical Hypnotherapist, and based on success with my clients, I believe the most effective way to purge the bad memories and troubling issues is to delve into the subconscious mind (via hypnosis) to uncover your patterns and the hidden belief about yourself that led you to be attracted to this person and; to help your subconscious mind to release the pain and understand that the painful event is over and not happening anymore. Most of us stay stuck in the pain because we do not consciously realize that our subconscious mind which has no idea of time, keeps playing the event in a loop and so we keep re-experiencing it. Hypnotherapy helps to cut that loop and create new beliefs that we can safely be loved and love again.
4. If we don’t get rid of this old baggage, what impact can it have on future romances?PW:

Many people take the past with them into future relationships.

If we don’t release the pain, bitterness, resentment or judgments about ourselves or a previous partner, we naturally project these feelings onto the next relationship, hurting both ourselves and new partnerunless we release the past painful experiences and hurt, we are often trapped in an unhealthy pattern keeps repeating.
5. If you could only give one piece of advice to someone trying to get over their past loves, what would it be and why?
PW: Forgive your ex and yourself; you can forgive him/her without condoning their actions and without having to let them back into your life. When you learn to forgive your ex and yourself, and as you learn more self-love, then you clear your heart, mind and soul and you are free to love again.
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Monday, 16 November 2009

Angel Painting by Intuition & Angel Guides

I was talking to my friend, and connecting with my angel guides as we spoke, and I was working on an angel paintings, when I had finished the painting I sent my friend the image and this was her response

you are an artist!
caroline says:
there is nothing i can control with this technique
Lorraine says:
you could sell these caroline
caroline says:
that's the problem i can't make them on delivery
somtimes nothing appears, sometimes it does.

Lorraine says:
how have you done this?
caroline says:
by an iron machine and special wax and photopaper
and it all of a sudden showed up

Lorraine says:
I love it
caroline says:
me too, and the colors are beautiful, I used a very warm red with silver
caroline says:
all paintings are individual, I can't make this has been made intuitivly and I have been guided to create it

Friday, 13 November 2009

Spiritual Journeys to Egypt - Thank you Caroline

Our journey has come to an end..........and yet I have the impression that I did 2 tours, a first trip to beautiful Egypt, but certainly also an inner journey.This is a priceless journey, which we have had experiences that are not in monetary terms, thus caroline thanks for this unforgettable journey;Lucienne 24-10-2009

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Next Western Desert tour commences on 22th December 2012

I have had so many enjoyable experiences in the western desert with my guests, on this photo we can see a guest pushing the old mill in the ancient town of Al quasr. These are just a few of my Western desert trip photographs on flickr

Thursday, 12 November 2009

April 2010 Discover something Amazing in Egypt on tour with Caroline Dekker

What will you be doing in April or September 2010 ? Some people will discover something AMAZING - they will be on tour with Caroline Dekker in EGYPT - There will be 2 trips in 2010 - The 15-days tour Starts April 4, 2010 & September 19, 2010.

Join Caroline to experience the energies of Egypt, the pyramids in Cairo,the amazing Western Desert, al Quasr and the Oasis,Luxor Temple,the bazaar the earthy home of the God Amun Ra, the temple of Karnack, the Valley of the kings as well as the Valley of the queens, Hatshepsut mortuary Temple and Medinet Habu the The beautiful Temple of the Goddess Hathor at Dendera, with the remains of the Zodiac ceiling,and deep in the bowels of the temple we decend into the crypts.Finally we visit the Temple of her husband the God Horus at Edfu


DAY 1: When you arrive in Cairo, Caroline or her agent will collect you from the airport. We stay Overnight in a hotel overlooking (or near) the Pyramids.

Day 2: This morning we will take our time, just to recover from the trip. During the morning we will visit Cairo Museum where our Guide Ibrahim is going to tell us with great enthusiasm and love, of the art treasures in this unique museum.

Day 3:This day will be used as a kind of Preparation Day how to enter/approaches the pyramids, temples, tombs and all kind of holy places. We will see and visit the places from our the point of energetic perception. We will visit the Pyramids and the Sphinx.

Day 4:We leave from Cairo and begin our trip through the desert, which is truly a awesome experience, The first night we sleep in the Bahria Oasis. We sleep in a decent basic but clean hotel. The hotel is idyllic and during the evening we do a meditation at the source and we will enjoy the stars.

Day 5:We will drive through the black desert on our way to the white desert and during this trip we will have a stop and visit the crystal mountain, where we find some stones. At the end of the afternoon, we go to the Bedouin Camp and sleep in the amazing white desert, there is a campfire and we will sleep under the stars and hopefully see some desert foxes.

Day 6:We leave to the Dakhla Oasis, on our way we bath in a water source. We will have lunch there and after our bath we will visit the ancient Islamic city of El Qaser. Overnight in a hotel.

DAY 7:In the morning we leave on camels to a strong natural water spring, where we have lunch. Then we go to El Kharga Oasis. We sleep outside in a sand hill.

Day 8:We leave for Luxor. At the end of the afternoon we visit the Luxor Temple. In the evening we visit the Bazaar / market. Luxor Temple was created to celebrate the feast of the Opet, the renewal of the pharoah and the celebration of the marriage of the God Amun Ra to his wife the Goddess Mut.

Day 9 :No visit to luxor is complete without a journey to the West and the afterlife, and we will experience the tombs in the Valley of the kings, then we will visit the Mortuary Temple of Hatshepsut at Dier El Bahari, this is a truly amazing temple with classical lines, driven into the mountainside of Dier El Bahari, it is in direct line with the heart of Amun at Karnack temple
Day 10: We will go to the small but beautifull the Valley of the Queens, to see the beautiful colourful and calm tombs of the sons of Ramses 111, afterwards will visit the mortuary temple of Ramses 111 Medinet Habu, and have lunch in the shade with a view of the temple. Whilst at Medinet habu you will have the opportunity to visit the chapels of the Gods Wife of Amun,these ladies were considerd the mortal living wife of the God Amun Ra, and held a very important postion, having authority of this area of Egypt on behalf of the pharoahs of Upper or Lower Egypt

DAY 11: We will visit the temple of Karnack ,the earthly home of the God Amun Ra, here also we can go into the small temple of ptah to visit the Goddess Sekhmet, a ritual that the Godess hathor completed on her way to Edfu. Inside the temple of Karnack we can experience the energy of the seven doors, that were considered a doorway to another dimension for the Gods wife of Amun.

DAY 12:Travelling to Dendera we visit the plotomic temple of the Goddess of Love and Joy Het -Heru the Goddess Hathor, a temple that was special to Cleopatra, where she would probably have given birth to her son Ceasarian. Her we can see two zodiac ceilings, the first one is as we enter the temple in the court of Heaveen, wher the ceiling is a symbolic representation of the north and south halves of the sky, the hours of day and night, and the regions of the moon and sun. The bays to the right show the northern stars while the left shows the southern stars. The beautiful figure of the goddess nut embraces each end of the hall. Her dress is the sky; between her legs is the birth of the sun, which disappears at night as she swallows it. Going underground in the temple we enter the amazing crypts, which have scenes that have caused so much speculation, as some people believe they show the ancient egyptians with lightbulbs. These crypts again vibrate with energies.

DAY 13:Finally we will make the journey to Edfu to visit the temple of Hathors husband, the God Horus, every year the Goddess Hathor made this special journey and festival that the ancient egyuptians celebrated when Hathor herself travelled in her barque 'Great of Love' to celebrate and renew their love and the birth of thier son IHY.

Day 14:Today you leave by taking the overnight train to Cairo. During this day there is still time to do some shopping in the bustling town of Luxor ..

Day 15:In the morning you will arrive in Cairo, here ends this journey and a representative of Jwana Tours will guide you to the airport for departure to the country of origin.

I am looking for ward to this wonderful journey through Egypt and hope that you would like to join me in this event, where as a group we can experience something wonderful.

We will spend our nights in 4 star hotels, except the nights in the desert, based on bed and breakfast doubleroom, air conditioning, swimming pool.

Price: € 1.895,-- which includes visa, 4 * hotels based on B+B double room (except in the desert there will be clean basic hotels), all excursions, transportation and entrance fees as mentioned in the program, guidance and meditations during the trip and food in the desert for 4 days, ticket night train Luxor / Cairo.

NOT INCLUDED IN COSTS :- Flight, Supplement 1 room € 175, tips, other meals, drinks, personal expenses.
Required: trip cancellation and health insurance.
Opinion: any vaccinations please ask your doctor.
Specify: latest on March 1st 2010, (purchase) payments.

Early booking before January 31st, 2010 € 75, - discount

Deposit € 975, - at ING account 3937753 to Mrs. C. Dekker, Westvlietweg 10/69, 2491 EA 's-Gravenhave/Holland mentioning 15-day trip & departure date. IBAN: NL96INGB0003937753 BIC:INGBNL2A

If you would like to no more please see my english website
or my dutch website
contact me on neteroe@hotmail or my representative and tour operator Hassan heffny, who makes all things possible bless him in Egypt,on 0020105649 or by email at info@egypteagytrip on skype i am Hassaan69 I look forward to meeting you and being of assistance

Saturday, 7 November 2009

The angelic Human Race

Unicorns and the gift of clairvoyancy

My friend Lorraine told me to take a test 'what mythical creature are you?'and so I did, and it came back that I am a unicorn, which didnt surprise my friend in the least as she is a Mah Jongg card reader, and she told me the unicorn has the gift of clairvoyance! she has become aware of my talents though, and together we enhance each others skills.
My test reading was:

Unicorn -You are faithful to the end. Usually appreciating a solitary life with a mysterious aire about you. You are strong and keep your feelings to yourself. You also have a great love of nature. Truely, a loving soul.

Why dont you have a go? If you want to take a test, this is the website:
What mythical creature are you Http://

Understanding will,self awarness,healing & acceptance through meditation

The Function of the Will is to channel the energy and thus enter a positive direction. ie: 'The energy I can focus' and 'control' and 'direct my life energy'.

"I" is the center (of consciousness) the core of someone. This can detect and send the total personality, the will may establish choices and gives us a sense of identity.(feeling when I hear what is space, freedom, opportunities and possibilities.

The Self, is that still point in us that remains constant is the same. Awareness of this center allows for integration, healing and acceptance. Through this Self the Higher Self can be experienced.

Lower Unconscious, which is part of the unconscious where all our memories, experiences and past experiences are stored (also repressed experiences hidden deep slumber).

Middle Unconscious, experiences and issues that we need to consciously be able to, so you get into the field of CONSCIOUSNESS, which is that part of our personality that we are immediately aware.

In Conscious that what lies ahead for us, yet unrealized potential. (It inspiration and intuition)

Collective Unconscious .... We are all together connected.

Ego: identification with a self-image, self-assessment, self-delusion or self-feeling (poss. or negative).

Disidentification exercise:

I have a body ... ... ... ... but I am not my body

I have feelings ... ... ... ... .... But I am not my feelings

I have desires ... ... ... ... .. but I am not my desires

I have thoughts ... ... ... ... .. but I am not my mind

I am I ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... A center of pure consciousness.

Subpersonalities, a collection of selves. A subpersonalities is a part of us that are privatized and has itself as a separate identity is behaving (eg judge, saboteur, career hunter etc ....)

Detecting subpersonalities subversive, give a "voice" in some part (victim) and listening to, that you bring this part to your consciousness.

First observation and awareness, to feel, want and finally choose.

In Holland I am a practitioner of Speyertherapy, I also use mediatations and massage to help heal, I also take guests to Egypt to enjoy spiritual holidays or help with part of a healing process

see my website : & you can translate this into any language with google translator, I personally speak dutch english and german so my guests and clients come from all countries.
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Egypt has Angels too! Every evening I thank them for this day

When we think of Egypt we think of Gods, but the world over has the gift and guidance of angelic realm, in ancient Egypt when Isis manifests herself into the form of an angel she has feathered wings to enfold her worshipers in unity, In the underworld she is a protector and is often shown with her sister with their wings out stretched to help give flight into the afterlife. To her people she symbolizes motherhood, nurturance sovereignty and stability, everything that we would expect from a guardian and angel guide. In some traditions Isis is considered a Seraph

The Angel Duma is a guardian Angel who offers special protection and guardianship of Egypt, he is also known as the prince of Egypt. Duma is the sixth son of Ishamel and is mentioned in Genesis (25:14) and Chronicles(1:30), Duma is associated with fallen angels, and accusing angels, but offers total allegiance and defence to his charges. It was Duma who killed the first born Egyptians in Moses time, he was a fallen angel, who was also in charge of punishing sinners.

Duma is also the name given to the guardian of the 14th gate, through which the goddess Ishtar passed on her journey to the underworld in Babylonian mythology. In ancient Egypt Ishtar is known as Astarte and is represented with cow horns like the goddess Hathor, King Solomon built a Temple to Her as Astoreth, near Jerusalem.

My 'Angels trip to Egypt' commences on 6th December 2009, during this trip I have created special angel mediations and we will experience our angel guides, and the ancient egyptian goddesses of protection, the sisters of Isis, throughout the temples, our journey begins from Luxor then to the temple of Isis at philae and Aswan with a wonderful journeys end at Abu simbel. If you would like to join me on this occasion or another please contact me, caroline dekker on
or visit my website

Meditation - I not only meditate in the evening, I also meditate in the morning by inviting the spirits and thank them for this day...I also invite the Lords and Goddesses of Ancient Egypt of the 4 elements Air, earth, water and Fire.......and ask them for protection, guidance and help, and I ask my personal guides and the spirits, every evening I thank them for this day.

Sunday, 1 November 2009

Rumi - Sufi poetry of the Divine

Rumi's poems are so beutifully written, they elegantly and consistently touch our inner being and inspire us to go beyond our limitations towards the Divine. Rumi was a 13th-century Persian poet, jurist, theologian, and mystic.Rūmī is a descriptive name which means "the Roman" as he lived most of his life in an area called Rūm, that was once ruled by the Byzantine Empire.

A wish list - Do you dream of visiting Abu Simbel?

Do you have a wish List? of things you would like to achieve, places to see dreams to fulfill? My next tour of egypt begins on 9th December, and the highlight of my tour ends at the furthest point of Egypts ancient frontiers, the Amazing Abu Simbel, the dream and inspiration of Ramses the Great. I am hoping my friend can join us on this tour as she has always expressed it to be one of her lifes dreams to visit here, and she brought this short video to my attention 'Abu Simbel in Egypt - Things to do before you die - BBC' A public vote sees the Abu Simbel on the border of Egypt and Sudan at number 48 on the top 50 list of places to see before you die.

I am able to speak dutch english and german , and so my guests join me from all different countries, if you would like to join me on a tour please contact me by email at or see either of my websites

Egypt Easy trip Jwana tour company help me with all my jouney through Egypt and we have developed a successful working relationship, which has allowed me to expand my work in Egypt and places that I can confidently take people helping them to have a wonderful and spiritual experience, it is a country that has become part of my own heart and soul.

Friday, 30 October 2009

Dendera Temple the Zodiac and Astrology

On my travels through Egypt with my groups I often visit Dendera Temple in Egypt, the earthly home of the Goddess Hathor, on entering the temple the whole ceiling shows the heavens, and a smaller sculptured circular zodiac is on the ceiling of a small chapel dedicated to Osiris on the rooftop of Dendera,this shows the images of Taurus (the bull) and the Libra (the scales)as we recognize them and it shows the stars and planets in the positions they would have been positioned in 50 B.C. Another small chapel on the roof where the Goddess hathor was taken every year to be renewed again, we can see the goddess nut on the ceiling and in this photo I have taken we can see Bootes(orion) and taurus. Not only does Dendera have these astrological ceilings but it also has a room dedicated to shows the seven hathors, who were an oracle that predicted the future of a child on the day of its birth.

Denderah circular Zodiac also shows the precession of the equinoxes. The axes marked on the zodiac show the movement of solstices and equinoxes through the constellations between the foundation of Egypt and the time of the building of the Denderah Temple. Sirius appears twice - once on the true North-South axis, above the horns of the "cow of Isis", and also on the axis of the temple, as Horus on a papyrus stem. The light of the star would illumine the inner temple on New Year's Day, at the heliacal rising, when the temple was built.
In the Valley of the kings, it is not possible to visit the tomb of seti 1, but the ceiling in this vast tomb shows the Egyptian constellations in the northern sky. Ancient Egyptian priests interpreted the influences of the movements of the celestial bodies,The Star Sirius told them when the river Nile would flood. When Astrology is understood and used properly it can be a powerful and highly effective tool for the initiate.

The position of the planets at the time of birth is important for life.The effects are noticeable. A horoscope is a map where the position of the planets are subscribed. The Exact date, time and place of birth are very important.

A personal horoscope as a basis to create a comprehensive analysis of you as a person. In this analysis your strengths and weaknesses are given in writing. please contact me for more information of this service if you would like a personal horoscope by email at
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Thursday, 29 October 2009

Personal, Intuitive and Spiritual Awareness with Caroline Dekker

My journeys to Egypt with groups are aimed at energetic performance with your personal and intuitive development centered. You learn to live together with the cosmic or universal energy.

Students work in small groups, so with maximum individual attention.

Each trip has something special or a theme and there is professional guidance, which will include:

Experience and awareness of a reality, go beyond the five senses
Discover other realities, multi-sensory, not just working with the normal five senses
Learning that this reality is always within your reach, or has been within your reach, - (develop and/or expand)
Experience Frequencies and vibrations - Increase of vibration
Working with male and female energyDuring the trips we work with:

Visualisatietechnieken - Visualization Techniques
Meditatie - Meditation
Chakra's en kleuren - Chakras and colors
Goden & Godinnen - Gods & Goddesses
Gidsen - Guides
Engelen - Angels
Lichaamsbewustwording - Body Awareness
energiewerk - energy work
massages massages
healingen healings
Persoonlijke ontwikkeling en Personal development and
Spirituele ontwikkeling Spiritual Development

Two journeys through Egypt, the physical one and the inner one of the soul

Experiences of Egypt from one of my guests:

On arrival in Cairo I was not that happy, what a smell, noise and bustle,, you know I live in the quiet Haspengouw in Belgian Limburg where everything is calmer and quieter than anywhere else, so this was a bit of a shock and yet I am also glad that I have encountered at first hand, I thought it was so chaotic traffic but I looked and felt a terrible surprise that in all the chaos of hundreds of honking cars, donkey carts behind, pedestrian ways, and there no more accidents happened, yet I felt at ease in our van, we had a very good chaufeur, we visited the Egyptian Museum, the pyramids and the sfinks and we began the first meditation, here I did not feel really ease, then I had little experience with meditation;

After 2 days we left for the western desert, what a relief, back fresh air and silence around us, we stopped at noon to a source which could also be bathed, it was delicious, our small group and our guide, Ibrahim, have now drafts with full training, then we got a meal offered by the Bedouin who was highly popular, even the delicate atmosphere that hung in the oasis I first learned about the energy balls (orbs) in the photos, I still think this is something unheard of, are really balls of energy....

the white desert,, waauw,, great,, the first night under the open sky I will never forget the middle of the night I had to pee urgently, so I was just looking to move to a hill behind pee but when I looked around me I was still very quiet, many stars I had never seen the light of the stars reflected yet again on the white sand, I felt at that very moment such a small speck of our world....

The next day we went to the magical well at faraffa and it was here I had a very profound experience that caroline has guided me very well, I managed to overcome my fears and I will never forget this experience;

The last evening in the desert with a meditation on a hill, it is always better to meditate, the desert has an incredible influence on me and I really didn't want to leave the desert and go to Luxor.

In Luxor, we visited the temples and always meditated, some temples created a strong impression, and here again we have caroline always well managed;

I also liked this trip is that you came in contact with the lifestyle of the Egyptians (I think if you make your cruise so much less experiencing it), you must be there to take you over also in contact with our poor hygiene but I did want to;

We have also had contact with English women who lived in Egypt, we were even invited to an English tea hour, who would ever have imagined that we would experience in Egypt, was very pleasant

and now our journey has come to an end..........and yet

I have the impression that I did 2 tours, a first trip to the beautiful Egypt, but certainly also an inner journey.

This is a priceless journey, which we have had experiences that are not in monetary terms, thus caroline thanks for this unforgettable journey;

Lucienne 24-10-2009

Carolines next trip to the western Desert commences on 20th December 2009
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Poetry and inspiration of the Western Desert by Charlotte Taylor

A poem inspired by the desert...

Lost opportunities
where nothing can grow

Like a desert
open empty space
under a scorching heat

Full of Fata Morgana's
Wells, never discovered
never explored

By night
velvet soft touches
full of slow dreams

You and I
love finanlly
come down to earth

By Charlotte Taylor

Charlotte was one of my guests on the last Western Desert Trip and sent me this poem, Fata Morgana that she refers to means a mirage, so she means the wells were a mirage. The word mirage, is french, from the Latin mirare, meaning "to look at, to wonder at". This is the same root as for "mirror" and "to admire". The painting is also inspired by the desert of Egypt and the egyptian gods and is painted by my friend lorraine

My next trip into the Western Desert begins on 20th December 2009
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Friday, 23 October 2009

Sekhmet experience her power and energy

As a spiritual tour guide in Egypt, I will be drawn to certain parts of temples by the energies within, The first time I went to karnack temple, I felt the need to go to a certain part of the temple, at the time I wasn't prepared for such energy, and at that time I had really no idea what I was going to experience, but before coming to the chapel of Ptah, I stood quietly and then took off my sandals and checked my grounding. I asked the spirit of the temple if I was allowed to enter.....I had to go the the right part of the temple, there was a dark small room with a hugh very strong energy....when I entered the chapel I was face to face with the 'Mighty One' the goddess Sekhmet......I had to get out of the temple.....It felt like if she was testing me.....if I had enough courage to face her......... Outside barefoot and a little bit shaken.......Again "i asked" permission to go in and she let me in......My eyes needed time to adjust the darkness and the energy in this room felt very strong and a kind of thick........ First I noticed a silhouette which was very tall.....and when I saw her more clearly.....she looked at me and she let me feel how humble I was.......but in a loving and caring way....If you stay for a longer time of period in this chapel Sehkmet can do a lot of things with and for you......She can be very confrontatinal but also very caring and loving creature. Some of the guests travelling with me ended up in a regression in this life and some of them in past lifes. To me Sehkmet is always the one who gives me support and courage when I am having troubles or difficulties in my life.

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Spiritual Energy in the temples of Ancient Egypt

There is something special about seeing a magical place for the first time, the temples of Egypt have this effect, It really is a special place; it’s as if the stones themselves carry the memory of all those centuries of worship, that line of devotion that carried on unbroken through hundreds and thousands of years… You can still feel it today… The place kind of vibrates with a resonance all its own.

The Seti I temple has such a high energy and the Chapels are extraordinary and dedicated to several Gods. These Chapels which can be used for praying, meditation, healing, rituals or just being there. The only thing you have to do is open up and follow your heart. You will be guided to your special place, although every place in this holy temple is very special!

I have a very strong connection with the Seti I temple. and I have 'seen' many of my past life’s in Abydos and this temple. My former life’s (well at least in Abydos) were “highly religious” and makes me smile now a days, because I still am, but in a more different way.

I enjoy the interaction and teamwork of working with other healers and mediums, I follow my own Spirits, Angels and personal Guides and let them guid me to the places where the Spirits ask me to be on a specific time and place, and sometimes to achieve a specific job.

Synchronicity is amazing when you have the ability to see it and act to it. Meeting people at a specific time and place or just getting into special circumstances just to do the spiritual job. Living with Spirits, the energy and the synchronicity I follows my own Divine Path, which brought me “back” to Abydos.

Working together with other friends, mediums and healers, enables me to combine different energies, forces, Spirits and enriches the energy work. Every healer has there own talents and can be used for the benefit to others.

The temples in Egypt can be used for Rituals. I ask the Spirits to guide me during these Rituals and I work with the elements like Fire, Earth, Air and Water, represented for example in working with stones, incense, and Sound is very important and does a lot to your energy field; this is why I work with the Tibetan Bowl, with a very deep beautiful sound. Working in the temple with the Elements, the Spirits, the Angels, Sounds, Stones and the Energy gives the Orbs which are visible on the photos shown on my website and in my flickr photo sharing account.

My next trip to Egypt commences on 9th December 2009 from Luxor,and takes in the temples of luxor, travelling to aswan and silsila and Abu Simbel from the 20th december I will go into the western desert. if you would like to no more you can email me on

Thursday, 22 October 2009

Tibetan bowl for sound healing in the Temples of Egypt

I have stood in the temples of Egypt on so many occasions, but when I saw these amazing fisheye images I had to try and decide which temple I was looking at, and the wonderful thing about the images are they make you look at somthing you see so many times with new eyes, so I was very happy when I received an email from Chris Hoare allowing me to use his photos, because tibetan bowls create sound waves that help to heal the dna creating well being, it is a very ancient form of healing, and the reason I find these images so good is because the temples bend according to the sound!
If you would like to see more of chris photo's with fisheye lens on his camera he ia a flickr member and his set is labelled sigma 4.5

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

Tibetan bowl Sound Healing In the temples of Egypt

As part of my healing work with people I use the Tibetan singing bowl which connects with the enegies and vibrations within the temples of Egypt, along with meditation for my guests. As a healer I consider myself a conduit through which healing flows from a higher power.

There are many techniques of healing with sound. Mantras and chants have been used for thousands years. Many acoustical instruments are used in a diverseness of ways to effect change. The human voice is perhaps the most powerful musical instrument.

Ancient instruments, including the tibetan singing bowl that I personally use creates vibrational sound harmonics at the frequency of AUM or OM. This sound is often known as that of Perfection impacts the sympathetic nervous system as brain waves synchronise to the vibrations of the bowls. The harmonical vibrations engage the relaxation reflex and slow up the respiratory, heart and brain rate and disrupt the pain reflex, creating a deep sense of well-being.

Sound Healing is an effective and proven modality that uses vibrational sound to help reduce stress, alter consciousness and create a deep feel of peace, well-being and better health. Among the many effects of Sound healing - are relief from pain, stress-related conditions, the ability to alter ones consciousness. sleep.

In this photo I am working with a tibetan singing bowl in the temple of seti 1 at Abydos, notice that I am surrounded by Orbs. An Orb is another form of spirit energy manifested by people who have passed to the spirit world. Some can even be our own spirit guides, when I am in the temples of Egypt I am often surrounded by Orbs as I am reseptive to psychic energy in these amazing temples.

My next trip to Egypt begins on 9th December if you would like to join me for a tour please contact me caroline dekker by email :

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Past life regression in Luxor temple

On a sunny and quite morning I visited Luxor Temple. I didn’t know why, but apparently there as some work to be done on my chakras. Slowly (I always walk slowly in to any temple) I walk to the seated statues of Ramses the great. Immense and impressive are they. One of the statues has a lot of humor, he always makes me smile. He is funny and he always looks at the bright side of life. Amazing how awareness works even on statues. Any question I ask, he always will answer me in a humor full way of “speaking”. The first part of the temple make my feet glow, I knew I was grounded very well, but it feels like I have sunk even more in the earth and I really felt slow, but now I even felt like a turtle. The temple called me welcome and I really feel happy. Walking between the colonnades I really feel humble and I am going to sit in the court of Amenhotep. I feel the energy pulsating and feel my energy system being cleansed by the temple. Slowly I follow my way to the end of the temple on the left side. No one is there and I smell a very strong smell of really nice incense…..I look around me and there is nothing to see. To check, I leave the room and when I got out, it’s gone, when I am walking back, it’s there again……Do check again, same thing is happening. I asked a guardian to walk with me and to tell me what he smells. He is looking at me and his eyes having an inquisitive glance and with a big smile on his face, he is telling me “horse manure”. I grinned and thanked him very much for his help and gave him some baksheesh. I decide to go back to the incense smell and after a while I see my past life as a priestess in this temple. A very happy life, fulfilling my life by completely dedicated to the gods, offering to them, speak to them and feel totally connected and in peace with the Universe. I feel home and the feeling really make me cry, but now it’s of joy, fulfillment and happiness.

After leaving the temple I visited my friend’s house in Luxor for a cup of coffee, she gave me a chakra bracelet, and said: I do not know why, but I had to make you one this morning and give it to you. Thanks my lovely friend for being in “contact” with the energy.

As a therapist I have the ability to induce a state hypnotism and during meditation this is a perfect time to experience memories from a past life and I have had the ability to assist my guests who wish to partake in this experience.

A Basic definition of past life regression is offered on wikipedia
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Past life regression at Medinet Habu temple

During my travels in Egypt I always find a quiet place to meditate in the temples, and it is during these periods of calm that my perceptions and psychic abilities are accelerated and I have experienced flashes of memories from my soul of previous life experiences in Egypt, my last journey to Egypt with a small group was very interesting as one of the gentlemen had regression with me and remembered experiences of being in the Roman army.

When I visited Egypt for the first time and arrived into Luxor, I “knew and felt” that I belonged here, I felt at home and I did not want to go back to Holland again. When I left the country I cried my eyes out and when I got back in Holland I really felt homesick. The urge to come home was born and frightened me, as this acknowledgement had big consequences. I never wanted to come to Egypt as there was a big resistance to go there, and at that time didn’t know why, but I had to go and so I did.

As a therapist I have the ability to induce a state hypnotism and during meditation this is a perfect time to experience memories from a past life and I have had the ability to assist my guests who wish to partake in this experience.

A Basic definition of past life regression is offered on wikipedia

One of my own experiences occured with lost love in Medinet Habu, During my travels in Egypt I always find a quiet place to meditate in the temples, and it is during these periods of calm that my perceptions and psychic abilities are accelerated and I have experienced flashes of memories from my soul of previous life experiences in Egypt, my last journey to Egypt with a small group was very interesting as one of the gentlemen had regression with me and remembered experiences of being in the Roman army.

When I visited Egypt for the first time and arrived into Luxor, I “knew and felt” that I belonged here, I felt at home and I did not want to go back to Holland again. When I left the country I cried my eyes out and when I got back in Holland I really felt homesick. The urge to come home was born and frightened me, as this acknowledgement had big consequences. I never wanted to come to Egypt as there was a big resistance to go there, and at that time didn’t know why, but I had to go and so I did. At Medinet Habu a beautiful temple situated on the west bank of Luxor was one of the first temples I really felt connected with. Entering bare foot this temple and on my way into the temple I got in another state of mind I “was” in another time and life. On my way in I greeted the two seated statues of Sekhmet. I felt these two statues spoke to me, and they wanted me to wait before to proceed my way into the temple. They wanted me to be prepared before I could move on. I waited and prayed and when I felt I could go on I thanked them and walked slowly into the temple. All of a sudden I saw my “great love” in this life in the presence of a high priest. At the most 12 years old, I was a novice in this beautiful temple which felt my hearth with love. We were very close together and we had a relationship which has been forbidden. We loved each other very much and unfortunately I got pregnant. When this secret relationship and the pregnancy came to the surface they threw me out of the temple and I never saw him again. He broke my heart and I felt abandoned, alone and very sad as I wasn’t allow to go back to my beloved temple again and be with my beloved man again.

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